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Society of Soul [SoS] Signs of inSanity

3.7.09

To Sin or Not To Sin

Is it a sin if i pray for someone's death?

[and to answer your question, no, it wasn't me that caused MJ's death]

29.6.09

Dammit!

Ladies and everything else,

I was in a really late night meeting with the big boss [the one with the sorban] and with some other senior guys. Eh did i ever tell you that this boss is a bit eccentric, he sometimes sing [or hum] in the middle of a meeting, i even saw him dance once, he call people names, but he's a really really smart guy, funny and all (cranky also sometimes). But at this one meeting he really did it, well..him and my crazy head..hehehe

There were seven people attending the meeting, the big boss, my direct super, me and four other guys. The boss sat at the end of the table, and the six of us on his left and right. Out of habit [i think], the boss sometimes keep his mp3 player on [with volume low enough for a meeting to be held properly still].

It was a very long day, the meeting began at 19.30, we were talking about provisioning policies when the song 'if you leave me now' [the one by Chicago] started playing on his mp3 player. And he started singing ♪♪ if you leave me now..you'll take away the biggest part of me..♪♪ and when the "du du du" part that come right after the first verse..i was imagining the three people in front of me rocked to the left and right, and me and the two beside me rocked exactly the opposite way while giving back up singing to the boss..and i bursted a laughter..loud enough for them to stare at me.. :p

dammit...i need a holiday!

25.6.09

My Turn?

Dear Mr/Ms Employer

After years of working for the internasional bank, I am seeking to leverage my experience by working for an international bank. For this reason, I was desperate enough to post an application letter on my blog [of which no one reads].

As an addition to my technical qualifications, I also adapt quickly to new conditions, and promptly respond to changes. I work best under pressure, and I am promising a very short learning and adaptive curve, it is so short that it is almost just a dot. I also throw in a "let's get it done" attitude as a bonus.

I provided a link below to my resume, realizing the limitations of the written page, I would welcome the opportunity to participate in a personal interview, or even jump through several hoops if that'll better present my qualifications. And if we ever make it to the discussion about benefits, i promise a 10% discount of whatever it is you are offering.

Hire me please,

Reza

23.6.09

Two Years

I was just browsing thru my older posts when i realized that the Society of Soul has been around for two years now, with a bit over 80 posts [some call it crap..hehehe].

I have been writing for quite a while actually, even before i started blogging, but now i only have blog and my XPeria [sengaja disebut ;p ] to write on, though i still use temporary media to write on when the itch to write appears and i'm no where near a computer or my phone, but later copied to pc or phone.

It's a different thing writing a blog, when writing on my journal i can say anything, i'm not saying that i can't speak freely on my blog, it's just there was this 'someone might read it, make it flashy' thought in my head, and so i tried writing differently. But the further i tried, the less comfortable it gets. So i gave up trying, and it feels good [but still have to tone it down a bit from time to time ;) ]

And considering the countless metaphores and ironies i stuffed in my posts, some feelings might be hurt, maaf ya :)

But if it is possible for you to like my writings, tell me. If not, tell me how to get better.

I just want to write, and still trying to be a damn good writer.

ps: out of the 80 something posts, my favorite was Thank You Mum, what's your least favorite?

psps: i think the 'damn good writer' part is a bit too much dont you think? hehehe

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